When There’s Hope of Change
We must not be prisoners of hope—yet in some cases, we need not abandon all hope.
Is it possible for someone who harbors abusive tendencies to change their attitudes and behaviors in order to become the spouses, parents and people God created them to be?
This is a difficult—and often controversial—topic, so I urge all my subscribers to read carefully, with both an open and guarded heart. As St. Catherine of Siena taught, our hearts should be shaped like a medieval lamp—open at the top and closed at the bottom. In other words, open to receiving God’s wisdom, truth and discernment, and closed to self-delusion, minimization, or clinging to a false sense of hope.
Prisoners of Hope
Before I begin this article, I feel it’s necessary to describe what it’s like to be a “prisoner of hope,” kept in chains to something we desperately hope will happen. This is a unique sort of agony, a tug and pull of our hearts and our rational minds. There’s no resolution to the dilemma as long as we keep clinging to the “what ifs.” These include “What if he changes, what if everything can turn out ok, what if we can eventually be happy …” Those thoughts swirl around the mind like a deafening tornado, drowning out the Christ-centered voice of peace-filled intuition. It creates inner disturbance and chaos that will not be relieved until we radically accept the truth as it is today, in this present moment.
Remaining in an emotionally or physically dangerous relationship is soul-draining. We lose a sense of who we were created to be; the fire in our souls has withered to a mere pilot light. Clinging to a relationship due to a hope of change, yet without seeing any real progress as the years fly away, depletes the self and withers the mind as it continues to be engulfed in the fog of abuse.
There’s no point in continually opening your heart to someone who’s only pretending to change.
(Dr. Craig Malkin, Rethinking Narcissism)
Yet not all relationships are like that. In some situations the abusive partner isn’t purposely being manipulative or controlling. They don’t recognize their actions as harmful because they’re so stuck in blame and projection. But then somehow, by some miracle, a light begins to flicker. This often happens during a time of immense upheaval—such as the illness of a spouse or a marital separation.
